waiting for my luck. that's really true. never thought of it that way. so must continue working hard for the day my efforts will be recognised. but it's so much easier to sleep it all away..

seems like everyone's out to annoy me. lol. ESPECIALLY one of my students. and the other one's really worrying cos prelim's really soon!! and o level's coming!!!! oh gosh. and my life's in a big mess cos there's so much to do and never enough time. and some studio people are -.-

can't stop listening to 'something like you' by nsync.

i'm joining a capella. so excited for the intro course. i hope i can learn quite a bit of stuff.. :) other than that, i've started playing recreational ping-pong at the corner of the studio. no teacher as yet. but probably will just play OTOT. still having fun picking up balls so far. haha.

一日不见,如隔三秋. lol.

because some people have a sense of responsibility. and others don't.

because some people feel okay standing before the critics next to some bloody panels they know nothing about.

and that's why i don't like group work. not exactly because of the work. but because it reveals certain uglinesses in people. irresponsibility, jealousy, laziness, mistrust, hypocrisy, irritability, etc. maybe in myself, too.
ok let's not talk about it.

how can you look so cheerful and lively at four a.m.? am becoming really dependent on coffee.

i have a dream. to one day go to a place so far away from civilisation, where the nights are so dark i can see the rest of the milky way galaxy with the naked eye.

had handball training. funny. i feel like i have more activities but also more time. maybe because i don't spend time travelling to outside classes.. though i intend to resume them some time in the future. shag. i haven't exercised in a long while. but doesn't feel too tough cos it's games and there is company.

i'm going to take the TestDaf. and do well. ya i think this end of year or next year would be a good time. but that means mad revision. i haven't touched german for nearly half a year. am so excited about exchange :D just found out that the website has mock papers to download and print. tt's cool. i love the germans. they are so cooperative. lol.

my God. half the world is getting bloody floods and the other half is getting fires.

confused? haha. so am i.

shit we've got some unanticipated drawback. material came in far from our expectations. nvm. it will be solved. but for now i've to learn rhino.

really like this song. though i just realised when i watched this today that the video is kind of random. lol.

studio went quite well. i think we're making progress. my only worry is that we won't have enough stuff for our individual portfolio. the group work is going fine, although i think some people have been the main contributors while others are more passive. they are admirable. so ya. i hope i can learn quite a bit from my peers this sem.

today is a really good day :D

i love going to ikea. the smell of the place. i want to go to europe. ok specifically germany. ok i'm obsessed, i know. anyway i bought a very huggable cushion today (and i've found a valid use for it - to do situps on). and i washed and changed my bedsheet. and my room is in an adorable state. and my life is kind of organised. lol.

but. my work isn't. haiz.

why do i have to get jealous? lol. what other people say doesn't matter. i don't need anyone's permission. they made it up, i didn't.

omg that was so lame!! i felt so extra. but anyway it's good fun to try.

haiz. how...

okok must reply emi's letter then i can go sleep. fabian just smsed to ask what time i'm coming tmr. i said "11. go sleep now. good night." it's like 2.30 now he'll yawn during lesson tomorrow.