the pandan reservoir site is accursed. stress level is increasing exponentially, and is inversely proportional with sleep. Interim submission and one essay due on monday. die. haha.

on the other hand.. thank goodness both presentations went well.

our new book is 'Krabat'. i feel so out of touch with the language. can hardly express myself.

omg i'm so screwed. haiz. but i cannot think. no inspiration. and just so tired and unmotivated. want to sleep badly. haven't even visited the site again.

yesterday was full of the unexpected. interesting day. but not enough sleep. my dark eye circles are expanding their territories again.

i speak fluent indonesian okay.... okay maybe not that well anymore, but not that pathetic. lol. i just can't think fast in standard indonesian. haiz. so evil.

why do we hardly talk about ourselves like today? it's nice.
i mean usually it's about schoolwork, people or places. but sometimes it's nice to talk about pasts and futures.

i shouldn't be so happy. controlling happiness level means controlling sadness level, too. i must try harder. haha.

should probably start doing design assignment soon. but i need to do the two bloody presentations as well. haiz.

wah.. we learnt a bit of vocal percussion today. so it was kind of fun. besides, we started practising for the performance.

feeling somewhat excited for the design brief. but lots to do. haha.

so what about today? how did that go? i feel so extra.

anyway. new design brief. this is sick i need a break. i haven't read through the brief but nvm. i've 3 presentations within the next one week.

maybe it's a period of trials. haha. because i realise that everything goes against my will. lol. like the new choice of site. oh wells. i think about it in terms of semesters. so next sem will be good. and this sem is ending in two months' time!

miss tjchoir. was just listening to the old recordings i used to make in the middle of rehearsals. it's amazing! listening to wizard of oz rehearsal. so funny!! can hear erick's strained voice. haha. and tessa counting. and xiufu's wrong notes when jonathan wasn't there, and how he turned pro when the wicked section began lol. and everybody else. this was a saturday morning, i remember.

those were my best days. like everybody loved everybody else. well not really, but almost. tjchoir is best.

i guess i miss tjchoir cos well.. i think that people in choir must be capable and must take choir seriously. otherwise, it's seriously no fun!! haiz. i mean tjchoir was serious, wanted to be good and wanted to have fun. we spent long hours and we got the satisfaction in the end. but a slack choir i think is a waste of time. haiz.

i love 06/07 batch of tjchoir. my best memories.

mui's room in perth is interesting.. very different. very western. haha. maybe it's the carpet. but still i like my room. just that it looks a bit bare and, according to zhaorui, clinical. it's hard to create a cosy space with the rather bright lighting.. i think it was meant to encourage studying. doesn't quite work, haha. and i should probably be cleaning my room and tidying my desk, but .. it's after submissions. i want to rest lol.

wanna go out blow bubbles. haha. feel abit restless after submission. speaking of which, my com crashed like 10 times over the past two days. seriously. it was a frustrating experience. not like the school com is much more reliable either (but maybe i just picked the wrong station).