ah jadi pingin go somewhere belajar bahasa juga..

i wish there's a way to learn architecture the way people learn language.. like roam around looking at street signs, talking to people, etc. would be fun. something ubiquitous. ok it IS ubiquitous as it is but ya.. you get the drift.

i think i'm paranoid. haha. but dude.. i'm wayy better now. now i feel a sense of calm, and to a certain extent carelessness. if you think about it, carelessness is a luxury.

looking forward :)

so touched geokhan called to discuss about my question on abstraction. i think i'm getting it a bit more and more each day. haha.

i'm tired. need a lot of sleep. my blog sounds whiney. haha.

life is effing depressing. lack of sleep is making me cranky and just damned tired the whole time. i can sleep anytime anywhere in any position.

but the worst is trying to "get it".

what do i always tell him, there's nothing impossible if you put your heart to it, will it, and work it. and yet i feel hopeless. so pathetic, not being able to live that sentence myself.

the pandan reservoir site is accursed. stress level is increasing exponentially, and is inversely proportional with sleep. Interim submission and one essay due on monday. die. haha.

on the other hand.. thank goodness both presentations went well.

our new book is 'Krabat'. i feel so out of touch with the language. can hardly express myself.

omg i'm so screwed. haiz. but i cannot think. no inspiration. and just so tired and unmotivated. want to sleep badly. haven't even visited the site again.

yesterday was full of the unexpected. interesting day. but not enough sleep. my dark eye circles are expanding their territories again.

i speak fluent indonesian okay.... okay maybe not that well anymore, but not that pathetic. lol. i just can't think fast in standard indonesian. haiz. so evil.

why do we hardly talk about ourselves like today? it's nice.
i mean usually it's about schoolwork, people or places. but sometimes it's nice to talk about pasts and futures.

i shouldn't be so happy. controlling happiness level means controlling sadness level, too. i must try harder. haha.

should probably start doing design assignment soon. but i need to do the two bloody presentations as well. haiz.

wah.. we learnt a bit of vocal percussion today. so it was kind of fun. besides, we started practising for the performance.

feeling somewhat excited for the design brief. but lots to do. haha.