the results are quite annoyingly depressing. but it's not just the results. it's my state of mind.

we went to watch avatar yesterday, the chingay comm plus a few extras. i think avatar was rather lame. ok la like not exactly bad,, but not good either. plus it was damned long and we sat in the second row.

going home home home.

my gastric ailment gets worse by the day.

finally applied for exchange. hope all goes well. really really want to go. will the heavens sense my eagerness? lol.

have never felt happier. a new sense of happiness, overwhelming contentment. yeah feeling quite good. but abit sad knowing that it won't last forever. nothing lasts forever. haha.

chingay is getting a bit more fun. it's quite cool. except that i have very little time for myself.. can't do much. that reminds me.. i'm supposed to finish up some watercolour and readings. write exchange application and research on it.

ich haette gedacht, dass du es verstehen will, besser als andere Leute.

some kias are so annoying.
but i don't really give a damn. nvm.

my holidays are rather bland. mostly doing chingay stuff. trying to apply for exchange now.
looking forward to next week. but anyway my bali trip is around the corner so ya i'll try to enjoy myself for awhile.

i met a very cute thing - xiaocongming. at daiso. and i brought it back and put it on my dusty cabinet. alongside danke and bitte.

there's a sense of.. glow that permeates the air. not happiness. just some sort of satisfaction.

doing banners. quite pathetic but okay la.

i don't know what to say. it's too confusing.
why. it has started and will end the same way. i feel it coming. almost as sure as i feel the B- and Cs.

anyway submissions are now fully over. i should really start studying (man.. nearly spelt start "sturt").

rest in peace dr su.

wah. like working with more softwares in a week than i've ever dealt with in an entire life.

actually really looking forward to going home and being a child again! yes that's what going home entails. it's kind of like loss of freedom accompanied by loss of responsibility. it's not bad. it would be a real holiday. re-experiencing going out without wallet and phone. haha. wanted one month but could only afford 2 weeks this time.

i need sleep. 2 more days of suffering and then i can get some rest.