omg i so do not want to start doing work. procrastination is bad. but i have a hell lot to do and the only thing i feel like doing is sleeping or at least slacking.

i changed the bedsheet for new year. and i bought two plants yesterday. i love my room! don't want to move next year leh.. i feel like staying in kr but i don't know how much point i'll have. well fingers crossed.

this side is neat. the mess is on the other side of the room. lol. but not that messy, i tidied up abit today.

i miss secondary/jc cny when holiday is real holiday.

sleep is amazing and sleep is irreplaceable. i am highly irritated that my holiday is screwed by the many assignments.

happy chinese new year.

i don't know what to think. again.

Hey Jude

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na, na na, na na na na

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you? Hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Na na na, na na, na na na na, yeah

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
Better, better, better, better, better, oh!

Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude
Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude

Donald Rumsfeld

"The Unknown"

As we know,

There are known knowns.

There are things we know we know.

We also know

There are known unknowns.

That is to say

We know there are some things

We do not know.

But there are also unknown unknowns.

The ones we don't know

We don't know.

it is a little weird to feel so high all the time.

what a tiring and thirstying conversation! why people must argue so much with me.. damn. and i had to scrub my feet afterwards (the floor was so dusty).

archicon drawings!! must work tonight. but i'm kind of lazy, just want to lie back, chill and bask in happiness for awhile.

i am one happy fool, knowing that there isn't anything worthy in life, not even happiness. there isn't anything real, i was taught that and i believe it. but no i'm not going to turn into some cynic (at least not more than i have always been) and not going to become a monk or some enlightened deity, i don't have that capacity.

so meanwhile i'll stay happy.

if only i could get some good idea for my work..

hm.. i must not disappoint my tutor.

speaking of tutor, sometimes i wonder if one's personality changes as one switches language. at least in terms of external relationships. like i think i'm a more pleasant person when i speak indonesian, because i am less sarcastic and i don't swear with every sentence, but i'm also more serious and more authoritative, because imperative sentences don't sound as bad in indonesian as they do in english.

i feel like i'm halfway through disappointing my tutor. lol.