suddenly feel damned free. abit kong xu. will go on site visit today. still no concrete idea yet. i suppose it's time to just do it.

Mut. den brauche ich auch.

Committee Photoshoot. does that like summarise one hall year? Feels like a lot of burden is off my shoulder. and yet those one shots are totally unrepresentative. with a black background. now THAT is representative. all that is gone from the picture, wiped off the scene and covered with a piece of cloth. Probably won't be able to stay on the following year. But well life's like that.

Has it been worth it? wanna listen to 'Good Feeling' and eat naan.

finally finished urban assignment and finishing archicon.
another wave of environmental systems.
and design, how?

concrete is cute. despite what the rest may say.

dichotomy huh.. describes a lot of things.

oh man. my life is like a deep trench. i feel like a drop of water trying to rise up the trench. which obviously is impossible, thanks to the force of gravity. and still there are sand and gravels to impede me.

no idea entering my head. zero. shameful but true. such an exciting project and i'm going to screw it again! noooo..
and tomorrow i have to go to the place where it all started.

well i think it's getting too hot.
maybe i should occasionally wear a cap or look at the ground. that's one thing i can't do - look at the ground. or just elsewhere. anywhere but the sun.

no wonder i'm blind.

i've been getting too lazy to update this blog. well not lazy per se. just too tired to do anything properly. which i suppose is really bad for my character. you know what, busy people are the most corrupt ones.

anyway. chingay is over. it was sentimental. oh man especially the heartland event. that was damned funny, being on the float and witnessing it disintegrating before your eyes. and finally having to hitch a ride with the universal studios.

sleep is a constant need. the human body is not like a battery.

i think that i hate you a little more and like you a little more each day.
to my orchid: get a life!! i don't know what to do to save you. :'(

omg i so do not want to start doing work. procrastination is bad. but i have a hell lot to do and the only thing i feel like doing is sleeping or at least slacking.

i changed the bedsheet for new year. and i bought two plants yesterday. i love my room! don't want to move next year leh.. i feel like staying in kr but i don't know how much point i'll have. well fingers crossed.

this side is neat. the mess is on the other side of the room. lol. but not that messy, i tidied up abit today.

i miss secondary/jc cny when holiday is real holiday.

sleep is amazing and sleep is irreplaceable. i am highly irritated that my holiday is screwed by the many assignments.

happy chinese new year.

i don't know what to think. again.

Hey Jude

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na, na na, na na na na

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you? Hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Na na na, na na, na na na na, yeah

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
Better, better, better, better, better, oh!

Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude
Na na na, na-na na na
Na-na na na, hey Jude