having a splitting headache. i should go sleep soon but waiting for my hair to dry. as your hair grows longer, it takes exponentially longer to dry. i hate it. i miss the times when my hair dries within 5 minutes.
every night i go to bed feeling real tired. but when i lie down i can't go to sleep. i keep thinking. a thousand repetitive and yet different thoughts run through my mind. it's not insomnia. i just cannot stop thinking. haiz.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Friday, May 20, 2011
two and a half years. lol. can't believe how long ago it was. there's a pile of memories that stays at the back of my mind. i don't even remember them, but they're there. still don't know what to think. as always. it just goes on like a continuum.
life is fleeting, and it slips through my fingers even as i type.
ah youth..
life is fleeting, and it slips through my fingers even as i type.
ah youth..
陳奕迅 - 愛情轉移
徘徊过多少橱窗 住过多少旅馆才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多久患难 湿了多少眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床 换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无反顾的交换
把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐 照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣 拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望 荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡
Sunday, March 6, 2011
李圣杰--手放开
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
i haven't written much, huh? it's holiday time! i've been well, catching up on sleep time, slack time, going out time, re-exploring singapore and learning abit of web design on drupal for infotech.
one note on re-exploring singapore. it's kind of hard to feel that kind of lost bewilderment that is the fun in travel when you know almost 95% how to get around. still, it has been great fun. i really like the tanjong pagar - raffles place area. it's literally shady, with all those tall buildings, which means i don't have to be under the scorching sun for long. nice.
looking forward to beijing trip with my mom but yea, haven't fully figured what we're going to do over there for two weeks other than freezing. i want to go to harbin! seems like a pleasant and interesting city. hope i get to see some falling snow.
it has occurred to me that i live 5 months of my life looking forward to the next holiday and the next travel. quite pathetic. nevertheless, this semester has gone wayy better than all my previous sems combined together, so yea, i'm not complaining. have recently re-applied for SEP i hope i get a place next year.
i don't know what else to write. i've been talking more these days, that's why i write less. as for burdensome depressing thoughts, well they stay the same. i'll avoid repeating and sounding like a rant. which i am.
ah yeah, plant died. my pretty, beautiful plant!! i think the stem broke, i don't know when or how. but since then, it has been a journey downhill. farewell.
one note on re-exploring singapore. it's kind of hard to feel that kind of lost bewilderment that is the fun in travel when you know almost 95% how to get around. still, it has been great fun. i really like the tanjong pagar - raffles place area. it's literally shady, with all those tall buildings, which means i don't have to be under the scorching sun for long. nice.
looking forward to beijing trip with my mom but yea, haven't fully figured what we're going to do over there for two weeks other than freezing. i want to go to harbin! seems like a pleasant and interesting city. hope i get to see some falling snow.
it has occurred to me that i live 5 months of my life looking forward to the next holiday and the next travel. quite pathetic. nevertheless, this semester has gone wayy better than all my previous sems combined together, so yea, i'm not complaining. have recently re-applied for SEP i hope i get a place next year.
i don't know what else to write. i've been talking more these days, that's why i write less. as for burdensome depressing thoughts, well they stay the same. i'll avoid repeating and sounding like a rant. which i am.
ah yeah, plant died. my pretty, beautiful plant!! i think the stem broke, i don't know when or how. but since then, it has been a journey downhill. farewell.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
cannot believe it. it's the end of recess week. that means half a semester gone.
i've been feeling this unbearable desire to get away from everything i'm doing now and do something new, go somewhere else. this place is stifling and omg dystopic. i wouldn't say it's horrible, it does have some nice points - like free and healthy public toilets everywhere, good navigation and transport system etc.
but life is not just amenities, and life is certainly not just having a good education, a good job, making good money, eating good food, buying a car, etc. i want to live somewhere more relaxed, somewhere i can think and develop ideas, somewhere where my neurons wouldn't be permanently damaged by stress and late nights.
somewhere i can walk random paths. where i don't have to avoid green turfs. where there's no one in vicinity and i can sing as loud as i want to. where there is no freaking INFORMATION shoved at my face, where i can look for my own information and feel like a child again. human again.
the hills are bluer on some other side. the hills will be bluer some other time.
i have this desktop background. can't remember where i got it from. haven't changed background in years but recently thanks to my new laptop, i can see it clearer. and when i carefully look at the small houses in the background, the f*ing SCALE man.. i have this feeling in my heart like it may stop beating anytime, and my brain's going to burst if i don't make a run soon.
in a place like that you know your place in the universe.
i've been feeling this unbearable desire to get away from everything i'm doing now and do something new, go somewhere else. this place is stifling and omg dystopic. i wouldn't say it's horrible, it does have some nice points - like free and healthy public toilets everywhere, good navigation and transport system etc.
but life is not just amenities, and life is certainly not just having a good education, a good job, making good money, eating good food, buying a car, etc. i want to live somewhere more relaxed, somewhere i can think and develop ideas, somewhere where my neurons wouldn't be permanently damaged by stress and late nights.
somewhere i can walk random paths. where i don't have to avoid green turfs. where there's no one in vicinity and i can sing as loud as i want to. where there is no freaking INFORMATION shoved at my face, where i can look for my own information and feel like a child again. human again.
the hills are bluer on some other side. the hills will be bluer some other time.
i have this desktop background. can't remember where i got it from. haven't changed background in years but recently thanks to my new laptop, i can see it clearer. and when i carefully look at the small houses in the background, the f*ing SCALE man.. i have this feeling in my heart like it may stop beating anytime, and my brain's going to burst if i don't make a run soon.
in a place like that you know your place in the universe.
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