Maybe Tomorrow - Stereophonics

I've been down and I'm wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around with me, with me

It wastes time and I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside and buy a rainbow smile
But be free, they're all free

So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautiful life
I've been the upper side of down, been the inside of out
But we breathe, we breathe

I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me, all me

So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow, I'll find my way home

forget it?
i'm not that kind of person. if i was, i would've left archi a long time ago.

im wasting my time. but then again i was pretty happy with what i have now, with the status quo. so let it be. i tried the break this year. it served me fine, but i don't like it. i feel mean and opportunistic. when it's time to forget i will naturally forget. sometimes in life you just have to walk the course even if you don't know where it's headed to.

don't be mean. let me go.

should i go visit haw par villa today? i wanted to but i should really be thinking about the masterplan.

lights are really fun. but i get too flustered and panicky so i tend to press whatever buttons my fingers happen to touch. i shall volunteer for this again next year and see if i can improve.

now i feel like working as stage light manager.

the thing about dogs.. you become attached to them regardless of how nice/cute they actually are and how evil/uncute they can be. initially, sure. but after some time these things don't matter anymore. you love your dog. period.

having a splitting headache. i should go sleep soon but waiting for my hair to dry. as your hair grows longer, it takes exponentially longer to dry. i hate it. i miss the times when my hair dries within 5 minutes.

every night i go to bed feeling real tired. but when i lie down i can't go to sleep. i keep thinking. a thousand repetitive and yet different thoughts run through my mind. it's not insomnia. i just cannot stop thinking. haiz.

two and a half years. lol. can't believe how long ago it was. there's a pile of memories that stays at the back of my mind. i don't even remember them, but they're there. still don't know what to think. as always. it just goes on like a continuum.

life is fleeting, and it slips through my fingers even as i type.

ah youth..

陳奕迅 - 愛情轉移

徘徊过多少橱窗 住过多少旅馆

才会觉得分离也并不冤枉

感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏

好让日子天天都过的难忘

熬过了多久患难 湿了多少眼眶

才能知道伤感是爱的遗产

流浪几张双人床 换过几次信仰

才让戒指义无反顾的交换

把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛

让上次犯的错反省出梦想

每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆

才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊

回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗

等虚假的背影消失于晴朗

阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅

爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢

烛光照亮了晚餐 照不出个答案

恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭

床单上铺满花瓣 拥抱让它成长

太拥挤就开到了别的土壤

感情需要人接班 接近换来期望

期望带来失望的恶性循环

短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满

烧完美好青春换一个老伴

你不要失望 荡气回肠是为了

最美的平凡

李圣杰--手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害

i'm your friend but you're not mine.

i really hate people.
quote of the day: "When your life has been ruined, you should lie under a tree all afternoon." - Charlie Brown.

i want to stay somewhere where i can run to a small creek and sit under a tree with my dog(s). and go home to dig my potatoes etc.