i foresee that my sundays end here. how sad. but i'm glad this year's gss went well. better than the past three years or so. haha. retail therapy works when you spend your entire week working and get a day out at the end. at least i think i haven't wasted my money on the things i buy. i don't regret buying them. and anyway for the next one month i'm not going to be out, so that should cut my expenses down a bit.

transformers2 is lame. with unnecessary scenes and plot deviations.

hm.. i must do that bloody watercolour.

what was that supposed to mean, man.. yesterday two people were talking behind my back. literally. i was determined not to hear. maybe that's a bad choice.

this is ridiculous. was going to watch a video on DW-TV. the first image shown was a woman with dreadlocks playing guitar and singing. paused it to buffer and i thought i'd check out dreadlocks in the meantime. which led to reading on the Rastafari movement. and it's now 11.24 and i've to go down start work. and i haven't watched the video at all!!!!

haven't read a single book. yeah maybe i lack the will to succeed. at least i've been reading deutsche welle website. and i just found these ridiculously good audio files also from DW-TV website! with downloadable transcripts and explanations on colloquial phrases and figures of speech.

i haven't finished the games either.

results were really upsetting. haiz.

back in singapore.
yesterday when i finally saw indonesian food at the table, i felt happier than i've been in a long time. no joke. couldn't stand the food at the tour anymore. home food is best.

Xi'an is probably the prettiest chinese city i've been to! it's really beautiful and interesting. the trip was nice (except the food and the occasional annoyances). maybe i'll upload some photos when i have the time.

the world is evil!! lol. some stupid people invited me to a reunion course in schwaebisch hall this june. [WEEPS]. it would be really nice to meet them again.. man.. i need money. hahaha. yeah i'll go again someday someday s-o-m-e-d-a-y. ok not feeling quite as normal as usual.

argh. had to wipe a tear.

okay that sounds quite stupid. but honestly i'm sad. haha. other than that i'm progressing through my abridged copy of david copperfield rather briskly. (maybe there isn't such a use of the word). it's really enjoyable. and other than that i've been sleeping a lot. and really slacking. and i'm on stage 3 of aladdin!! except it's really infuriating to realise that the 3 lives are for all the stages, and i lost 2 liberally in the first stage. damn. (btw it doesn't allow me to save my game so i keep having to repeat the first stage)

i am a free man. that keeps me happy for the moment.

thinking of WHEN to go on exchange. next year fabian will have n levels. next2 year he'll have his os. argh. damn. i think i should talk to him.

so ya i'm not that free after all. everyone's bound to his obligations.

naturally oliver twist wasn't as great as great expectations because the first is his early work and the latter is one of his last works. i'm reading david copperfield. yeah it's funny. maybe he got skeptical towards the end of his life. maybe everyone gets skeptical at some point.

you can't lose what you never had. so why do i feel sad. stupid.

if i open a store it shall be called 'die Sonne' or 'die Ecke'. so cool!

pochi is real cute.