lol odd shit.

studying plans.. i hope it works. i want to improve in design leh.. he said my design is... "idiosyncratic".. i am so sad!! haiz.

just three more weeks and i can have another holiday..

suddenly feel damned free. abit kong xu. will go on site visit today. still no concrete idea yet. i suppose it's time to just do it.

Mut. den brauche ich auch.

Committee Photoshoot. does that like summarise one hall year? Feels like a lot of burden is off my shoulder. and yet those one shots are totally unrepresentative. with a black background. now THAT is representative. all that is gone from the picture, wiped off the scene and covered with a piece of cloth. Probably won't be able to stay on the following year. But well life's like that.

Has it been worth it? wanna listen to 'Good Feeling' and eat naan.

finally finished urban assignment and finishing archicon.
another wave of environmental systems.
and design, how?

concrete is cute. despite what the rest may say.

dichotomy huh.. describes a lot of things.

oh man. my life is like a deep trench. i feel like a drop of water trying to rise up the trench. which obviously is impossible, thanks to the force of gravity. and still there are sand and gravels to impede me.

no idea entering my head. zero. shameful but true. such an exciting project and i'm going to screw it again! noooo..
and tomorrow i have to go to the place where it all started.

well i think it's getting too hot.
maybe i should occasionally wear a cap or look at the ground. that's one thing i can't do - look at the ground. or just elsewhere. anywhere but the sun.

no wonder i'm blind.

i've been getting too lazy to update this blog. well not lazy per se. just too tired to do anything properly. which i suppose is really bad for my character. you know what, busy people are the most corrupt ones.

anyway. chingay is over. it was sentimental. oh man especially the heartland event. that was damned funny, being on the float and witnessing it disintegrating before your eyes. and finally having to hitch a ride with the universal studios.

sleep is a constant need. the human body is not like a battery.

i think that i hate you a little more and like you a little more each day.
to my orchid: get a life!! i don't know what to do to save you. :'(

omg i so do not want to start doing work. procrastination is bad. but i have a hell lot to do and the only thing i feel like doing is sleeping or at least slacking.

i changed the bedsheet for new year. and i bought two plants yesterday. i love my room! don't want to move next year leh.. i feel like staying in kr but i don't know how much point i'll have. well fingers crossed.

this side is neat. the mess is on the other side of the room. lol. but not that messy, i tidied up abit today.

i miss secondary/jc cny when holiday is real holiday.

sleep is amazing and sleep is irreplaceable. i am highly irritated that my holiday is screwed by the many assignments.

happy chinese new year.

i don't know what to think. again.