The awesomest song of the semester.

Echt - Du trägst keine Liebe in dir

du ziehst nervös an deiner Zigarette,
du hast das Rauchen wieder angefangen.
Du fragst mich nach meinem Befinden,
wie du siehst ist es mir gut ergangen.
Du schweigst und schlägst die Augen nieder,
mit deinem neuen Freund ist es schon vorbei.
Es scheint das passiert dir immer wieder,
kannst nie lange bei jemandem sein.

Du bist immer noch verdammt hübsch anzuschauen,
doch ich würde nicht all zu lange darauf bauen.

Denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir,
nicht für mich und für irgendwen,
denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir,
dir nachzutrauern macht keinen Sinn mehr,
denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir.
dich zu vergessen war nicht sehr schwer,
denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir.

Deine Augen seh'n verzweifelt,
dein Lachen klingt so aufgesetzt.
Bild ich's mir ein oder hab ich dich etwa,
nach so langer Zeit verletzt?
Ich habe dich noch nie so gesehen.
Du fragst mich, ob wir uns wiedersehen?
Doch es gibt kein Zurück mehr,
du brauchst mich nicht mehr.

Du bist immer noch verdammt hübsch anzuschauen,
doch ich würde nicht all zu lange darauf bauen.

Denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir,
nicht für mich und für irgendwen,
denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir,
dir nachzutrauern macht keinen Sinn mehr,
denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir,
dich zu vergessen war nicht sehr schwer,
denn du trägst keine Liebe in dir.

one of the dryers was spoilt and the rest were used so today i did a full hang-dry. first time in hall.
schönen Freitag - jetzt null Grad aber wird sicher noch ändern.
i don't know if i still believe it.

i wish upsetness can be packed into box, rolled into tube and stored in external hard drive.

nothing happened. must something actually happen to make people feel upset? no news is not always good news.

how did crit go? like that lor, bad as usual but not much worse than usual. he's trying to be encouraging and telling me that i should be more confident, i am becoming an architect. thank you. even though you are sometimes harsh and mean on me, you are the only tutor who has even bothered going out of the way to teach me and encourage me.

quite tired. if you wanted to upset me, i am upset. don't know what else to do.

i really liked marc and naoko's concrete bar. and the rope screen. wth had to do the presentation. groupwork makes me feel so upset. but anyway presentation was bad but i guess the slides were ok. so yep at least it's over.

concrete is cute,
and so are you.

we know that line was rubbish but it happens to be true.

ah i'm so happy. today i came up with a good sentence (my first in a long while).

What's the point of drawing a line? First i draw two, and they are parallel.

other than that, im not so happy haha. school's.. not going well. life's.. not going too well either. haha. sleep.. never enough. is it enough to believe?

lol odd shit.

studying plans.. i hope it works. i want to improve in design leh.. he said my design is... "idiosyncratic".. i am so sad!! haiz.

just three more weeks and i can have another holiday..

suddenly feel damned free. abit kong xu. will go on site visit today. still no concrete idea yet. i suppose it's time to just do it.

Mut. den brauche ich auch.

Committee Photoshoot. does that like summarise one hall year? Feels like a lot of burden is off my shoulder. and yet those one shots are totally unrepresentative. with a black background. now THAT is representative. all that is gone from the picture, wiped off the scene and covered with a piece of cloth. Probably won't be able to stay on the following year. But well life's like that.

Has it been worth it? wanna listen to 'Good Feeling' and eat naan.

finally finished urban assignment and finishing archicon.
another wave of environmental systems.
and design, how?

concrete is cute. despite what the rest may say.

dichotomy huh.. describes a lot of things.