this is ridiculous. i haven't finished moving and my arms hurt. made countless trips between d602 and e303 starting from 11 am. left with clothes and a few miscellaneous items. very lazy and unmotivated now. contemplating sleeping in the old room tonight, but no bedsheet lol.
i'm damned sad leh.. usually i don't feel sad at all when i'm alone in hall but today it's been really depressing! i think it's not the fact that i'm alone, it's the impact of the realisation that it's going to be like this next year. over the semester since i knew that those friends i usually hang out with are going on sep i've been thinking haiz next sem will be quite sad. but i think today comes the epiphany. i kept using the linkway and everytime i walked past natha's room i feel really sad that he's not coming back. i make it sound like he died lol. but ya zhao also not staying next year. no one to eat supper with, no one to whine to or irritate, no one to watch movies with, no one to go to school with. if it's even possible i'm going to eat even less hall dinners lol.
oh well. life's like that huh? haha.
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