i'm glad i did it. however painful it was, it will be over. this too shall pass.
i'll try not to be bitter. i'll give everyone the benefit of the doubt and we'll be happy as always. we're nice people and we deserve happy days. i'll put this behind me and be a happy person. there's no point thinking about why and how and what the hell.
strange how it can be so much easier to talk to a stranger. i talked to this lady i barely know, someone i met at work. and she understood, and she understood without knowing anything about the situation. and she could discuss about it with respect to me. without judgments.
i will still wake up with painful thoughts. but with time it will blow over. dunno how many times this can be pieced and re-pieced together but well.. we'll see how.
trying to arrange 'The Longest Time' but the nwc trial only allows me to save a file 10 times. shucks. so maybe i'll do that on weekends.
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